E.F. Delancey, Love Letters, Letter 7

Grass Valley, June 18, 1859

My dearest Miss –

Just let me say,

that I’ve felt very sad,

at not receiving from yourself,

What always makes me glad.

You ask, perhaps, what that may be,

That from sad thoughts unfetter-

I answer that ’tis nothing less,

Than getting of a letter.

A letter from a lady, too,

A lady whom I prize,

A lady who though never seen,

Is still before my eyes.

This seeming contrariety,

Is yet a fact most true,

For in the mind an image rests,

Esther – an image – you!

How came it there I cannot tell,

No more than I can say –

Why comes the darkest hour of night

Just ere the break of day.

To who it is while lying down

And wrapt in soundest sleep.

We dream of things, that in their turn,

Will make us laugh or weep.

To graves as with a chisel sharp

Upon the solid stone –

A fairer name, that seems e’re since

To be for me alone.

For me Alone – for me alone!

Kind Fate grant this behest,

And let my hank’ring spirit find

So coveted a rest

Only one thing I more would ask –

“Tis that thou woulds’t impart

The solid, lasting, joyful fact

That we are one in heart.

Esther and Edwin, grant kind Fate,

They may be join’d as one –

In heart, in mind, in thoughts,thr’o life,

A heaven on earth begun.

Dear Esther – one thing more to ask –

That is – how soon shall we,

Be partners in all else as well

As in our.

E. F. D

If you can any way spare the time please write me a letter soon.  Without you helping hand I feel lonesome indeed.  Do write once more and oblige.  Your E. F. D

E.F. Delancey Love Letters, Letter 4

Grass Valley, July 17th, 1858

Estimable Fair Damsel,

I have to apologize for an absence from Grass Valley which has rendered me no doubt in your eyes, a dilatory correspondent, but as this absence has been on business, I presume I can tender that as a sufficient resolve.  Your kind letter, immediately on my arrival in town, which has been only an half hour since.  I hastened to take from the Post Office, and as the time is so short, the Mail closing in half an hour.  I have not only not time to read it but barely time to write this.  Please, therefore, excuse me under the circumstances till next steamer but write in the meantime that long letter you spoke of not having had time to write some time ago and I will in the meantime continue

To remain,

Respectfully,

Your Obedient Servant,

E. F. Delancey

Miss E. F. Dimond

Salisbury

New Hampshire

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